Monday, March 30, 2009
New milestones
Pulling up to standing, using the couch. Can I get a big uh - oh on this one? Now all he wants to do is pull up on everything....earlier this evening he tried to use Saddie's collar - Frank was sitting with him and didn't even notice (boys....) until I walked in and Saddie looked at me like "moooommm"...she wasn't really thrilled with it, but let him do it anyway. She got some major love from me on that one, to which Jack walked over to Eddie, let him grab on, then ran to me to get some love too. Ha...at least the dogs have figured out that being patient with the baby = love from momma.
Using his baby sign language!! This was the most exciting development for me. I have been using the sign for "milk" since he was about 2 months old and yesterday I noticed him doing something weird with his hands...as I watched more through out the day, it finally hit me at night - it was the sign for milk! A little messy, but it was there, and it is what he wanted. We also have been teaching him the sign for "eat" when we do solids, but he hasn't started that one yet. Since he at least seems to be retaining the information, I added "more" into the mix. We'll see. My theory on the whole thing is that doing the sign takes an extra couple seconds out of the day, and if it works, great! if not, no biggie.
Walking with assistance. Um, another uh - oh, please. He loves to stand, but a couple days ago (with the help of Nanna - we'll blame her) he started taking steps. Now, whenever he stands, he immediately takes steps. Crawling if for wussies, apparently.
Wussies or not, he is trying to crawl. He will push up all the way on his hands and try to get up to his knees. He definitely has the leg motion down, he just needs to push up all of the way. He is regularly going from back to belly, and can also go from sitting up to on his belly smoothly. While I'm still skeptical that it is around the corner, he may surprise me.
Not sure if this should really count or not, but he is really starting to play repeating games and what not. His new favorite game is to close his toy laptop whenever I open it, so we open and close his little laptop alllllll day long. Thankfully his laptop does a ton of different things, because sometimes it will say "open" "closed" (in english and spanish) and it also plays a variety of songs, including the ABC's. If it did the same thing every time, I think I would go batty. He will also roll his ball back and fourth with Frank, but not with me....the little stinker.
While I am pretty sure he is teething, the symptoms seem to have been going on forever - so I'm not sure if it is teething or not. I can hope that it will be over soon! After Eddie kicked the sick we got little glimpses of our happy baby back and now the teething symptoms seem to hit full force...so we'll see. We're going to get back into our normal routine of classes and socializing, so hopefully he's just got some cabin fever and misses playing with his friends!
-maggie
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Spring?
{Friday}
{this morning}
I think he is going to be a chef - if he is mad, any kitchen utensil makes him immediately happy. At least we've got him figured out!
-maggie
Friday, March 27, 2009
Y3W
Flower Friday - the day the music died
-maggie
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Doodles
one year ago today, I was walking around Disneyworld with my mom, on a trip that seriously tested our relationship. (my pregnancy hormones didn't help either) we just came off of the little mermaid ride (show?) and i peaked at my blackberry to see that a blogger that i followed gave birth to her twins (the doodles - noah and talia) at 23 weeks. schmoodle (bustedbabymaker.blogspot.com) was a fellow chicago nestie....i read her blog when i was trying to get pregnant, cheered when their ivf worked, aw'd at the ultrasound pictures and felt proud when she got the courage to overcome her many fears. and one year ago today, i sat in the middle of disneyworld and cried for a woman i have never met and only talked to via the internet. i cried the rest of the day and would cry throughout the rest of the trip. my heart broke into a million pieces and still does when i think about that day. i can't even imagine the strength it is taking her to get through the day....especially since she is pregnant again (toodle).
big hugs to schmoodle. big, big hugs.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Y3W
Flower Friday
Isn't that awesome? I'm so happy we decided to do this. It is so exciting each day to see what they're doing, how big they have gotten and so fourth. These big brown ones seem to be the fastest growers...you can kind of see the other ones in the background, just hanging out. I'm sure they will have their own FF post soon! (ps - I am no photograper. I take the shots how I like them...the top one is at night, the bottom one is this morning. I don't want to take the time editing them, so I'm just leaving them how they are!)
-maggie
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Dollar Store Diva!!
Basically I just smooshed the round berry things so they weren't circles anymore and then just attached them to the wreath with wire. Then I just hung them with a bow and voila! Pretty good, seeing as they were SIX DOLLARS. SIX DOLLARS, PEOPLE! Isn't that amazing? Are they perfect, no. But they give me some spring cheer, and that's all I'm really going for.
I've also remembered why Easter is great....the candy! Chocolate everywhere! Almost as good as coffee...
-maggie
Glich
Naner-naner-booooo-boooooo
Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire!
In other news, our washing machine died last night. With a ton of Eddie clothes in it, water up to the top. GREEEEEEEAT. Apparently, the thing that goes into the thing and under the thing cracked. That is exactly how Frank explained it to me. You know, the thing! The thing! He kept shouting. OH! YEAH!! THAT thing. Now I've got you. Silly boys. He apparently fixed it, but I'm still a little nervous to go down and put some stuff into it. I don't want to break THE THING! Wow, I'm using a lot of caps today. Sorry!
In Eddie related news, he has been a crab apple (or crab pot) for a couple days now. I'm not really sure what his deal is....I keep trying to tell myself that it isn't the switch over to formula that is doing it, but the timing is right. More mommy guilt, just what I need. I try to give him the frozen BM throughout the day, but sometimes he will take it no problem and other times he freaks out. He always takes the formula fine, so hopefully that means that the formula isn't upsetting his tummy. I am going to try to move him to a generic brand, since the name brand formulas are almost double the price of generic. This is a big move for me, as I'm a name brand lover...something freaks me out about generic....if it is the same stuff, why is it cheaper? Something has to be different. The world isn't that black and white....call me a skeptic, but whatever. We'll see if Eddie is as namey as his mommy or could care less like his Daddy.
With Spring hopping up on us (haha) I am really feeling the spring cleaning bug, hardcore. I also have a sudden desire to decorate the house for Easter, which I have never done before. I am loving blogs like A Soft Place to Land and Tip Junkie (who will link you to a bunch of other awesome sights).....I'm turing more into the domestic goddess than tired momma - it is amazing the difference coffee makes!! I haven't had coffee since I was pregnant, since caffeine really made Eddie crabby when it was in my BM. But now I no longer feel the need to nap when he naps - I can just pound a couple cups and I'm like the energizer bunny! My tolerance hasn't been built up yet, so I still have a pretty hard crash when it wears off, but man oh man, sometimes it is worth it! Coffee for all!!!
-maggie
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Scrapblog!
....and yes, I'm being a little post crazy. I've missed my computer!
-maggie
My Newest Babies
{See that big brownish guy? Those just started to pop up yesterday...I looked in the morning and they weren't there, then all of the sudden - BAM! Big momma-jomba's everywhere}
Now I have no idea if this will actually work, but it is fun to have them growing in the house...it really feels like a spring renewal when you have little plants popping up! My main goal is to get them big enough so I can take out all of the bushes we have in front now and just do a mix of wild flowers and grasses....I think it would be so cool. 
{And just for the record, our house!! Well, the front porch. We don't have a lot of space to use up, so hopefully my plan will work....our house it so, so great in the fall with the color scheme (and my crazy mums) so hopefully we can make the summer landscaping look just as good!}
Catch up
{Nakie baby jumping! Is there any better way to start your day?}
{Saturday we went to the St. Patty's parade in Dundee - Eddie woo'd everyone with his awesome hat!}
{The weather was so nice we were able to put Eddie in the swings for the first time. He loved it!}
{Everyone knows I love to put Eddie in hats, but even he looks embarrased of this one}
{Eddie with his new favorite toy, his ball}
I really can not even express how happy I am that the weather is starting to warm up a bit. Eddie and I spend nearly all of yesterday outside, walking, playing and swinging. I love to take a blanket out front and sit with him to play....it is really like some sappy commercial or something - a mommy and baby playing outside in our adorable neighborhood. If anyone was driving by looking for houses, I don't know how they could pass this neighborhood by....so, maybe I have alterior motives, too! Nothing else is really new....Eddie is loving Saddie more and more each day, and she is starting to just walk over, give him a kiss and sit next to him. AWWWW! Eddie just watches Jack and Fiona....he doesn't seem too interested in them, but the feeling is mutual so no one is feeling left out. I honestly think that Saddie has realized that if she gives Eddie attention, Frank and I give her attention for being so patient with him, so she's just a smart cookie taking advantage of the situation.
Sorry for the randomness of this post...it was kind of a bunch of posts that I wanted to do just shoved into one. Hopefully Mediacom will start to cooperate and I can post as necessary!
-maggie
Friday, March 13, 2009
Fixed!
-maggie
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Cousins
Michael decided that Eddie's baptism was a good time to crawl stairs. He mastered it on the first try! It was so cute. Eddie loved talking to Michael on the couch, too. I'm sure he was teaching Eddie all sorts of trouble to get into! The top picture is all of the Turza babies, minus Jesse and Meika (we miss you, come back soon!!!). This summer is going to be CRAZY with all of the little monkeys running around - I can't wait!
-maggie
Check, please!
Don't get me wrong, I love big families. I just went to see the Lovelace's, a family I started baby sitting for when I was a sophomore in high school. It was so fun to sit around a table with a bunch of kids, talking, laughing and fighting. God I love the fighting. Something about sisters.....holy geez can they go at it! I just can't see that for myself. I love Eddie so, so much and honestly can't see bringing another child in and feeling the same way. If we have one, we can give him the world. If we have 2, we will have to pinch. And I'm spoiled, people. I don't want to pinch!
Not to mention I don't want to go through labor again. And to those people that say you forget - you don't. I'll never forget passing out on a birthing ball and waking up to my doctor screaming and throwing it across the room, mad at the nurses for having me get up there. I will never forget my baby's heart rate going so low that we lost it on the monitors and seeing the look of panic on the nurse's faces. I will never, ever forget the pain when my epidural wore off and screaming HELP ME, HELP ME with so much desperation and fear. I honestly don't understand who would want to do that again! MICHELLE DUGGAR, I'M TALKING TO YOU. For real....I love the Duggars. Have you ever seen a cuter family? All of those kids (18) are adorable, the parents are adorable and so sweet. But Michelle, for the love of God, I think you're a little nutty. I mean that with love. I just watched the episode when she gave birth to their 18th child, Jordan. They went to a 'refresher' labor course (please...like she really needs that. She should teach it) and the instructor had Michelle stand in a frog pose - butt held off the floor, knees to the side, arms in front for a little balance - and the only thing I could think was CLOSE YOUR LEGS, MICHELLE! THAT BABY IS GOING TO FALL OUT!!!! CLOSE YOUR LEGS!!! Seriously....I was screaming. Now, that might have been the 2 beers that I drank to numb the pain of engorgement, but still. After 18 kids, that baby was going to fall out if Michelle Duggar sneezed, let alone the crazy frog pose.
So no, if anyone asks. I'm done.....until I look at Eddie one day and think 'where is my baby?'...I'm sure the day will come when I miss the coo's, the still not being able to crawl and thus stay out of trouble, the cuddles....and I'll want another (that shriek you just heard? that was my mother, screaming with joy). But by golly, don't ask. Let me surprise you, because otherwise, I might just ask you something you don't want to be asked. (meant with love, I promise!)
-maggie
Monday, March 9, 2009
Throwing in the towel
Once, my UPS man came to the door while I pumped, looked into our full light glass door and I think I temporarily blinded him and scarred him for life. Seriously...when he comes to the door now, he rings the bell with his back to the door and RUNS for the truck. He drops that box and runs like a bat out of hell away from that house with the crazy woman and that crazy contraption attached to her chest. THE HORROR!! ...haha, I just *had* to include this picture somewhere. Yes folks, that is a bunch of frozen breastmilk. That is all that would fit in our little freezer - we also have a large chest freezer that is full - to the brim! - with breastmilk. So, in the end, all of my work did pay off. I think I have enough for a month, so that feels good. What doesn't feel good? OH MY GOD THE ENGORGEMENT. To feel like there are bowling balls attached to my chest.....dear Lord. This morning I pumped just to relieve some pressure and gave Eddie his last fresh milk. I cried. It sucked.....but I am sick of feeling attached to that thing. Frank is worried about me dealing with this - the guilt I have is tremendous. But, I gave my son breastmilk for 6 months....more with the frozen. I know I've done well....I wish I was never in this position. I am trying to ask myself if I would have made it this far if I was actually able to nurse. While I'm not sure, I know it would be easier if I didn't have to heat milk, wash bottles, wash pump parts. Will I still feel that pinch of envy when I see someone able to nurse? You betcha....but that one time, months ago out of the blue when Eddie nursed....I will hold onto that feeling forever. I did well, despite the obstacles. I made it, and now I'm ready to enjoy every part of my day - I will no longer dread the time I pump and will instead give Eddie more kisses and hugs. Because you know, he can always use more. :)
-maggie
Friday, March 6, 2009
Boycott
-maggie
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
6 month stats
I love Picnik

now I just need to convince Frank that I need a 'good' camera, and I'll be all set for those photography classes I've been eyeing.
-maggie
Monday, March 2, 2009
Baptism
{With Arn, who married us}
{with God parents, Mac and Christine}
{So proud!}
On Sunday, March 1st we baptised Edward Francis Turza. In the planning of is baptism, I asked Rev Cope, the new Pastor of our church if he had the email address for Arn Shaper, who married Frank and I 2.5 years ago at the same church. You see, this church is as much a part of our family anyone - it is a place that I can walk into and know that I belong there - my parents were married there - aunts, uncles, baptisms, funerals - this place is mine, forever. My great grandmother's painting still hangs in the hall. Any number of things there will bring my mind flooding back with memories. It had been about 2 years since I've been and right away, I felt at home. What a great feeling. I think Eddie felt it too, as he didn't cry ONCE during the whole service - not even when they drenched him with water (Arn's words, not mine :) ), or when I dug boogers out of his nose, when I didn't let him chew on Stef's bracelet (or hand, for that matter)....he let out the appropriate growls, coos and babbles when he felt necessary and everyone laughed and smiled with his joy. There is something about a baby - and a happy baby, at that - which will bring people together. In so many ways, Eddie's baptism came at a time when I have never been more open to my faith, never more thankful to God for His blessings....Frank and I plan to make the trip to church as often as we can...it is a little over an hour away, so at times that may be difficult but I feel as though Rev. Cope is a great addition to the church and I'd love to show my support to him in any way I can. He has brought a new life into that place, for which I am very thankful.