Doodles

one year ago today, I was walking around Disneyworld with my mom, on a trip that seriously tested our relationship. (my pregnancy hormones didn't help either) we just came off of the little mermaid ride (show?) and i peaked at my blackberry to see that a blogger that i followed gave birth to her twins (the doodles - noah and talia) at 23 weeks. schmoodle (bustedbabymaker.blogspot.com) was a fellow chicago nestie....i read her blog when i was trying to get pregnant, cheered when their ivf worked, aw'd at the ultrasound pictures and felt proud when she got the courage to overcome her many fears. and one year ago today, i sat in the middle of disneyworld and cried for a woman i have never met and only talked to via the internet. i cried the rest of the day and would cry throughout the rest of the trip. my heart broke into a million pieces and still does when i think about that day. i can't even imagine the strength it is taking her to get through the day....especially since she is pregnant again (toodle). big hugs to schmoodle. big, big hugs.