Creative title, no? Tired is my life lately. Finn is still nursing and while it is going awesome, it is taking its toll on me. I feel so bad when people ask how it is going because I'm all "ITS SO GREAT! I'm so super excited that we're even doing it. But fuck, I'm tired! For real, I'm dead on my feet. Every two hours at night! Can you believe it?!!?!? EVERY TWO HOURS! Kill me now. But really! It's great. And I'm totally thankful. And it is totally awesome. BUT SHIT. But yay! Ya know?!"....and then I ask them to pass the coffee. Sometimes I twitch a little too, but I'm pretty sure I hide that well.
Seriously people. I love it and I hate it all at the same time. But those times that I'm totally dying and thinking about giving him a bottle of expressed milk, he lays his little hand on my chest while he's nursing and I melt. Not to mention I live to breastfeed in the side-lying position, aka me asleep on the bed while he noms. BEST IDEA EVER. Thank you to whoever thought that one up.
So hopefully a post is coming soon. If I can do it one handed, because I am not sacrificing nap time for blog time. Sorry ya'll. I still love you!
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