Guess what?

We're heading to CoCo Key Water Resort in beautiful (haha) Rockford, Illinois tomorrow!

I'm really looking forward to letting Eddie run and splash, getting to go down the water slides and generally just being able to pretend like it is summer. The seasonal blues are hitting hard and I'm generally sick of being inside and having all of the windows closed. Feeling the calm spring breeze come through my windows sounds heavenly.

I've never quite felt like this before, and to be honest....it is disheartening. I can feel the ever scary d-word rushing in and I'm honestly trying my best to stop it. I'm thinking this feeling is normal in stay at home moms, but I'm not sure. Eddie seems more and more frustrated with being at home and is finding new troubles to get into. He cut his nap very, very short today and my usual 'me' time was intrurrupted. This probably didn't help my trapped in the house feeling.

We've got a busy week ahead with some new classes starting up, so hopefully that will help.

Sigh.

The more I can jam into our schedule, the better. I hope.